You seem like a nice guy. You really do. Delicate, even – considering that you developed these feelings for me during this short period of time. Your love note truly warmed my heart but made me feel guilty at the same time. Maybe it’s my fault. I shouldn’t have let you this close. I shouldn’t have let you think that this was anything more than you bringing me letters and the parcels.
I…I smiled because I was happy to receive packages.
Please, don’t look at me like that! It’s not like my intention was to mislead you. In fact, I stopped ordering from ebay to make it easier for you. Maybe the distance will help. I know you are going through a lot lately anyway. I mean, all those dogs and the traffic every day… I can only imagine.
You know, Postman – I admire what you do. You make people happy (except for those occasions when you deliver bills). You are a wonderful person but I…I just see you as a friend. And please don’t ever apologise for your feelings. Don’t be sorry for missing me. Send me some light and love every time you think of me, then drop it.
Photo taken by Eniko Toth
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